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Ayyam-e-Aza: Spirit Tortures And The Dark Night

Thursday, March 12th, 2009

Picking up from where I left, I returned home after the Shaam-e-Ghariban majlis. My parents were too worried about my back and making me feel like a Mummy-Daddy kid. They weren’t letting me pick up any weights in case my stitches came apart and I was like “What the hell, it’s no big deal!” They stopped at three different places to collect medical supplies: bandages, spirit, cotton, etc.

Back home, I had no idea what was in store for me for the next few days. My mother cleaned my back with spirit and dressed it up. I went to sleep.

The next morning I took a bath to wash the blood off my body. Before putting on my shirt, my mother came to dress my wounds again. And that’s when all hell broke lose.

I hate spirit! :mad:

She wet a cotton swab and literally squeezed it onto my wounds. She rubbed the rest on my back. And that’s when I yelled out in pain. Spirit will make normal skin burn and go dry, talk about open cuts. Then next ten days were sheer torture!

On the tenth, she cut off my stitches. Hurt a little but all was well. And that was the end of it.

Back to the second day after Ashurah, I went back to pack and collect my Azakhana. I was reappointed as the official family driver and assigned the task of driving my mother to different majalis at our relatives’ houses.

On the 22nd of Muharram, the majlis was at my youngest phuppo’s house and I went there. The biryani was awesome. One thing I must say about Biryani in Muharram is that it get’s distributed in majalis as tabarruk and I eat it three times a day, seven days a week but I never get bored of it. Nor does anyone else. And I absolutely love it in ‘langars’. Four guys get to eat from the same platter/tasla and no one can tell who ate how much. ;)

Fast forwarding, the annual majlis was held at my house on the 3rd of Safar, the date of martyrdom of Imam Husain’s (A.S.) four year old daughter Sakinah (S.A.). Went to pick the Zakira near NIPA, then had to get the Soazkhwans as well. Came back, took a bath and then got busy in the management work. Man, did the men eat! Aurton ke liye to chhora hi nahin. Okay, they did leave a lot but they ate more than their share. Maybe the food was too good. Don’t know, didn’t get to eat much and I wasn’t feeling hungry in those days.

Two days later, there was a gents majlis at my eldest phuppo’s house to be addressed by Allama Zameer Akhtar Naqvi. The biryani fell short of filling up all the tummies and we had to get more. After this majlis, I went to another of his at Imam Bargah-e-Chaharda Masumeen. Later on that night, I attended one more at Imam Bargah-e-Akhir-uz-Zaman. Can you believe that he addressed 11 majalis in a span of 30 hours without sleeping? That’s gotta be a world record!

The plan of our ‘khandan’ leaving for Syria materialized as we got our passports and visas. Bound to leave on the 16th of Safar, I got busy in the preparation for the annual majlis of Karavan-e-Murtaza to be held on the 22nd of Safar in my absence. Karavan-e-Murtaza is the name of the group of my batchmates and friends from Al-Murtaza School who organize and hold a majlis every year. We got posters and pamphlets published, arranged for tents and video makers, etc. I went out with my friends to put posters up on the walls near Imam Bargahs and on the route of the main juloos on the 20th of Safar. Had to rub glue on the walls with my hand so you can well imagine how dirty they got.

Then came the unfortunate day of 13th Safar. Went to a majlis at an acquaintance’s house, to be addressed by Zameer Akhtar Naqvi of course. Returned around seven. When I left again for the Ashara-e-Chehlum majalis at Jama-e-Sibtain, I got a message which said that ISO planned to attend Zameer Akhtar’s majlis that night. I quickly forwarded it to Allama Sahab’s close friends.

When I reached the Imam Bargah, my cousin was there with two friends who were armed. Inside, Allama Sahab’s nephews made me sit in the middle of the crowd, away from my usual place near the mimber and asked me to watch around. They had already gotten the news.

As soon as Allama Sahab took the mimber, a guy got up from the crowd and started shouting slogans. Around 40-50 people stood up to reply to them and they all started moving towards the mimber. I rushed towards the mimber to stand near Allama Sahab. His close friends and associates made a wall between the ISO guys and him. But we were only a handful as compared to them. At that time, we only thought they were there to disrupt the majlis. We had no idea they would attack.

Allama Sahab stood up on the mimber and at the same moment one of them threw a brick at him. It him in the ribs due to which he collapsed on the mimber. One guy went behind the mimber and started to climb it to attack Allama Sahab. They attacked us also and I got three punches on my right eye in the process.

But our side was not unarmed. The guy to whose house I went that day for the majlis had brought his guards with him. He fired shots in the air. My cousin’s friends all did so and the attacking crowd dispersed. Allama Sahab was taken inside the mosque and armed guards were placed at the door. He kept fainting time to time from the pain in his chest. We managed to catch a few guys and gave them the beating of their lifetimes. Meanwhile, the ISO guys called for backup and around five to six hundred of them gathered outside the main gate with loaded weapons.

Allama Furqan Haider Abidi and MQM MNA Haider Abbas Rizvi arrived on the scene and met with Zameer Akhtar. More of his fans arrived at the Imam Bargah.

Now the task at hand was to get Zameer Akhtar out of the Imam Bargah to his sister’s house directly across the street. But the ISO crowd was in between. The Rangers and Police just stood there watching, doing nothing.

Soon, some of his close friends picked him up and took him outside. ISO attacked him again but he remained safe although unconscious. Some of the people carrying him got hurt but they came back inside the Imam Bargah.

One of our tasks had been accomplished and Zameer Akhtar was safe. The second was to save ourselves.

Soon, Abbas Kumaili and Mirza Yousuf Husain arrived and they tried to negotiate with the ISO crowd. We knew it was a drama as they were the main orchestrators of the whole thing.

Around half past one in the night, we came out of the smaller gate besides the main one. My father made me walk quickly towards my uncle’s car and sit in it lest anyone recognize me and attack me. After we drove of, everyone breathed a sigh of relief that we were safe. We had women with us and that was the most worrisome thing.

I couldn’t sleep for a long time that night. I never expected myself to be in the midst of such a thing and I was cursing myself for not hitting back at the guy who punched me. But more so, I was worried about the safety of Zameer Akhtar and kept wondering if there would be more attacks in the future. I decided that if needed, I would stay behind from the Syria trip to help protect him.

The next day I learned that he was alright but had been admitted to a hospital so he could relax in a safe environment. I was relieved to hear that the majalis had been canceled from Jama-e-Sibtain and would be held privately.

I wasn’t allowed to go anywhere far away from our house just in case someone recongnized me from the previous night. As I said, Mummy-Daddy… :(

The night before I was to leave, I paid Zameer Akhtar a visit and he was good, chatting with his friends although he still had pain in his chest and a big bruise. I came back around 12:30 and did not sleep. Instead, I wrote down a quick blog post, took a bath and got ready. Left the house at four, flight was at 6:25 a.m.

Karachi looks beautiful from the sky at night, as Absar wrote in his post.

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I’ll write about the Syrian tour in the travel log soon, not now. The next post will continue from 24th Safar when I returned.

Muhammad (S.A.W.W.) and Husain (A.S.)

Wednesday, September 3rd, 2008

One of the most beautiful and deep aspects of the life of Imam Husain (A.S.) is the great and excessive attention that Prophet Muhammad (S.A.W.W.) showed towards him and his elder brother Imam Hasan (A.S.). The affection of the Prophet (S.A.W.W.) towards Imam Hasan (A.S.) and Imam Husain (A.S.) was so obvious that historians and narrators have recorded many different instances of this affection. Below are only a few of the incidents:

The Prophet (S.A.W.W.) was invited to dinner. As he was walking with his companions, he saw his little grandson, Imam Husain (A.S.) playing in the valley. The Prophet (S.A.W.) went forward to grab him, but he ran away childishly. With a gentle smile on his face, the Prophet (S.A.W.W.) started running after him until he finally caught him. He then put a hand around the Imams neck, another hand under his chin, and kissed him. The Prophet (S.A.W.W.) then said:

“Husain is from me and I am from Husain. May Allah love that person who loves Husain.”

Source:

  • Ansab al-Ashraf by Ahmad ibne Jabir ibne Al-Bladhori

Zaid, the son of Harith, narrates:

I wanted to go see the Prophet (S.A.W.W.) regarding a task. I went to his house at night and knocked on the door. The Prophet (S.A.W.W.) opened the door, while he had something hidden under his cloak. I told him about my task and when we were finished, I asked him: “O’ the Messenger of Allah, what do you have under your cloak?”

He opened his cloak and showed Hasan (A.S.) and Husain (A.S.). He said:

“These are my children and the children of my daughter.”

At that moment the Prophet (S.A.W.W.) looked towards the sky and said:

“O Allah! You are aware that I love these two children, so You love them too, and love those who love these two.”

Source:

  • Tarikh Al-Tabari

Salman Farsi has narrated that the Prophet (S.A.W.W.) said about Imam Hasan (A.S.) and Imam Husain (A.S.):

“Whoever loves my children Hasan and Husain, (then) I love him; and whomever I love, Allah loves him; and whoever Allah loves, he will enter a heavenly state filled with blessings. However, he who shows enmity towards the two and oppresses them, I will consider him as my enemy; and whomever I consider an enemy, Allah will be his enemy, and will throw him in the hell fire where he will suffer forever.”

Source:

  • Tabaqat ibne Sa’ad

The Prophet (S.A.W.W.) said:

“Through me, you (people) came to awareness, with Ali you found the way and were guided, all good came to you through Hasan, however, your happiness and wretchedness is with Husain. Be aware that Husain is one of the doors of paradise. Whoever shows enmity towards him will be deprived from the scent of paradise.”

Source:

  • Morooj al-Dhahab and Ma’adin al-Jawhar, Ali ibn al-Hussian ibn Ali Masoudi, Matba’at al-Sa’adah

This kind of love and attention toward Imam Hasan (A.S.) and Husain (A.S.) is not just family love, rather it is beyond that. Similar narrations like the ones above all show that with the knowledge of what will come upon the Muslim community because of their enemity towards Husain (A.S.), the Prophet (S.A.W.W.) wanted to make people aware of truth and falsehood.

Other events during the Prophet’s (S.A.W.W.) life include when Imam Husain (A.S.) climbed on his back while he was in prostration and leading the prayers in Masjid-e-Nabawi (Prophet’s Mosque). The Holy Prophet (S.A.W.W.) lengthened the prostration until Imam Husain (A.S.) got off of his own will!

On another occasion, he was delivering a sermon in the same mosque on his mimber, when Imam Husain (A.S.) entered the mosque and tripped on his way towards the Prophet (S.A.W.W.). The Holy Prophet (S.A.W.W.) got off his mimber and rushed and picked up Husain (A.S.). He then climbed back on the mimber and finished the sermon with tears in his eyes and Husain (A.S.) on his lap.

Another event is that on the occasion of Eid, both Hasan (A.S.) and Husain (A.S.) came to the Holy Prophet (S.A.W.W.), wearing new clothes but looking sad. The Prophet (S.A.W.W.) inquired about the reason of sadness to which they replied that they did not have a camel to ride like the other children. The Holy Prophet (S.A.W.W.) then got down on his knees and asked both children to climb on his back and hold his long hair as the reins!

Round and round he went in the courtyard of Masjid-e-Nabawi but still the children looked sad. He then inquired again about the reason of sadness. The children replied that their camel did not make any sounds, to which the Holy Prophet (S.A.W.W.) starting producing sounds like a camel.

Abu Bakar, standing close by, remarked:

“O Hasan and Husain, what a wonderful ride you have!”

To this, the Holy Prophet (S.A.W.W.) replied:

“Don’t say that. Say what wonderful riders I have!”

Need I write more about the Prophet’s (S.A.W.W.) love for his grandsons?