Hoping to be human someday!

Khuda Hafiz

Thursday, February 12th, 2009

By the time you read this post, I’ll be gone.

Hopefully my head’ll clear a little. Too much has happened in the past few days. I never realized they are so many in number and so brutal. I was in shock Monday night. Khair, he is okay and getting better. Everyone’s keeping a low profile. But my going is not it! :)

As a parting gift (if you take it as a gift), I’ll explain to you the reason behind “Ishq-e-Khuda”.

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WARNING!

RELIGIOUS CONTENT

(Jump to the end if you don’t wanna read)

How do you know there is a God? I mean, no one’s seen him. Then why be so sure?

Is there any testimony to rely on?

Yes.

There is!

Of those who testified before us, that there is a God.

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There are various kinds of testimony: by tongue, by actions, etc. But the greatest of all, is by life!

That’s why the term “Shahadat” for martyrs. But in today’s world, this term has become a joke. How the heck does one dying in a fire become a Shaheed?

In my eyes, there are only two who have testified openly that there is only one true Allah, with their lives, knowing well before their time that they would die, and how!

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In the battle of Ahzab (Khandaq), when Umar Ibne Abde Wud attacked the Rajul (مرد/Man) with his sword, it cut through his shield and landed on his head. Blood flowed and wet his beard. In the next attack, the Rajul cut off Kul-le-Kufr’s legs. After beheading him, he returned to the Propeht (S.A.W.W.).

The Prophet on seeing his injured head, broke into tears and cried, “O Ali! I woe the day when that wretched man will wet your beard with the blood from your head!”

For details about his martyrdom, see my page Ali (A.S.).

This is my hero, cousin of the Prophet, who testified with his martyrdom that there is one Allah worth dying for. He knew who would kill him and he woke his killer up for prayers. He could easily have avoided death by letting him sleep. But something made him die, for truth. That thing, was Ishq-e-Khuda!

End of story? No!

There’s another sacrifice. One that surpasses this one in all aspects!

This is the sacrifice of a man, of his children, brothers, friends and followers. And the sacrifice of his women’s veils.

The sacrifice that made him collect his nephew’s pieces.

That made him bear the death of his brave and fiery brother, the strength of his caravan.

That made him pull a spear from the chest of the young man who was his son, with the spear pulling out the heart eventually.

That made him see his infant son get slaughtered in his arms with an arrow.

That made him put his sword back in it’s sheath and be riddled with arrows from all sides, such that when he got off his horse, he was suspended in mid-air, raised by them.

That made him bow his head in Sajdah even though he knew his killer was going to mount him and behead him.

What led him to sacrifice? He knew where he would be killed. He knew when and how, and by whom. Yet he walked towards his death, and that of his loved ones. Why? What led to it?

Only one thing: Ishq-e-Khuda.

As Nadeem Sarwar puts it:

اے مرے ربِّ جہاں

اے مرے ربِّ جہاں

اِک عجب عشق ہوا

وہ سرِ کرب و بلا

تیرا عاشق ہے کھڑا

خون میں ڈوبا ہوا


دے چکا لختِ جگر

دے چکا نورِ نظر

دے چکا سارا وہ گھر

اور خنجر کے تلے

اُس کا سجدے میں ہے سر


نہ نماز ایسی نہ عاشق کا کلیجہ ایسا

نوکِ نیزا پہ بھی کرتا ہی رہا ذکر تیرا

This martyrdom surpassed that of the Rajul, and in the Rajul’s own words:

بولے علی، حسین  ہو  اب  بھی حواس  میں

ایسی تو جنگ ہم نہ لڑے بھوک و پیاس میں

I never found such Ishq-e-Khuda, or love for God, anywhere except for this family.

If you want more and have a taste for awesome Shairi, or are a devotee of the Ahle Bayt (A.S.), or Shia, do listen to these two Nauhas and let me know if you like them. My current favorites: Ya Ali Ya Husain and Noor-e-Sahar Pe Khat-te-Jali Hai Mera Husain.

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Sorry if you got bored by the post. Forgive me.

Forgive me too, if I’ve hurt you ever.

On condition of life, we’ll meet again. Take care of yourselves, have fun and Khuda Hafiz.

No Peace Of Mind

Friday, February 6th, 2009

I don’t feel like writing anymore. I’m exhausted, angry, disappointed, depressed, apprehensive.

Exhausted because I’ve been reading too much. Angry at all the authors. Disappointed in Muslims. Depressed at us being the stupidest people on the face of this planet. Apprehensive as to whether I should share my research or not.

What have I been reading? History. Of Muslims. Books, internet, etc.

Why am I angry at the authors? Because all these authors write to try and twist history in favor of their motives. But try as they might, truth will not hide!

Why am I disappointed in Muslims? Because of their concepts. Because of their gullibility to believe anything fed to them about religion. Because of their efforts to try and stain their Prophet’s image so they can hide their own discrepancies and mistakes. Because of their intolerance to ideas opposing those that were fed to them from the beginning. Because of their inability to see right from wrong. Allah is going to be real happy with us: I made a Prophet that is the Pride of all Creation and you destroyed his image to make him look like some freak from a terrorist movie? Bravo! [Nauzobillah!]

Why am I depressed? Because we are not able to see that the reasons above are leading to our downfall. Our own shortcomings. Our stupid concepts. Why are we complaining about Danish cartoons, when we are the ones making our Prophet look like a cartoon (nauzobillah) in the first place? We complain and condemn about Gaza and Iraq and the deaths of our Muslim “brothers”, but when it comes to practical stuff, we go to the bathroom? My advice: Cut the bullshit and hypocrisy! I’m sick of it.

Why am I apprehensive? Because I’m having second, third, fourth,…., infinity-th thoughts about sharing what I’ve found out. All my previous posts will be nothing compared to this. If the previous posts knocked your breath out, this is going to give you a heart attack and send you into a coma! And I don’t think people will be able to handle them so I’ve decided not to share them. I’ll carry the burden alone and I’m quite capable of it. For the time being, at least.

Till a day or so ago, I thought nothing anyone could do would matter to me. But I was wrong. If I write what I know, I’ll lose. I’ll lose a lot!

But then again:

Speaking the truth and loosing is better than speaking a lie and winning!” – Hazrat Ali (A.S.)

I’m torn between feelings. How many people will the truth destroy?

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Do tell me the meanings and implications of the following:

Rab-bil-Aalameen! (1:1)

and

Rehmat-ul-Lil-Aalameen. (21:107)

What do they mean? And what do they imply?

Rasool-e-Ummi

Monday, January 26th, 2009

Surah-e-A’raf, Verse 157:

“Those who follow the Messenger, the Prophet who is an Ummi, whom they will find described in the Torah and the Gospel (which are) with them. He will enjoin on them that which is right and forbid them that which is wrong. He will make lawful for them all good things and prohibit for them only the foul; and he will relieve them of their burden and the fetters that they used to wear. Then those who believe in him, and honour him, and help him, and follow the light which is sent down with him: they are the successful.”

Allah gave the Prophet “Risalat”, “Nabuwwat” and “Ummiyat“.

Muslim translators and mufassirs wrote the meaning of Ummi as “one who does not know how to read or write”.

What needs to be thought upon is level by level, literacy and accumulation of knowledge increases. First you pass level one, then two, then you move on to class/level three. Here it is first Risalat, then Nabuwwat, then the Prophet becomes illiterate!

If this is the meaning of Ummi, then it’s a disgrace to Risalat and Nabuwwat.

If the Prophet did not know how to read and write, then why was it said in the first revelation to “Read!”? And in the same revelation was also the phrase “Bil-Qalam”: We taught him to write with the pen!

“Read with the name of your Lord Who created, created man from a clot. Read, and your Lord only is the Most Beneficent, The One Who taught to write with the pen!” (Al-Alaq 96: 1-4)

Taught whom? Why isn’t it “Say in the name of your Lord”? Why is it specifically “Read”?

The first revelation contains both reading and writing, then why are Muslims saying “didn’t know how to read or write”?

“Nun, and by the Pen, and that which will be written. Thou art not, for thy Lord’s favour unto thee, a madman.” (68:1-2)

Mufassirs have written the meaning of Nun as “fish”. Now what does a fish have to do with a pen? We have the pen, and what it will write, the only thing left to complete the set is a “dawaat” (ink bottle). Does the letter Nun resemble a container of sorts?

Why did Allah reveal this verse? Did the Holy Prophet (S.A.W.W.) ask for a pen, paper and an ink bottle, and was declared a madman ever?

It is a strange thing that in Arabic, every word has 20-25 meanings. The Prophet said “Man Kunto Maulahu Fahaza Ali Un Maula!” Here the meanings of Maula have been declared by Muslims as brother, aide, helper, servant, neighbor, friend, etc so that the real meaning gets lost somewhere. But when it comes to Ummi, they have declared just one meaning “illiterate”. Why has the dictionary shrunk here?

Risalat means to convey the message, and Nabuwwat means to get it from Allah, if a Prophet passes away then neither will the message come from Allah nor would it be conveyed to the people. This means that both ranks get terminated. But the Holy Prophet is above all the other prophets, so there must be a rank that does not end ever.

Prophet Ibrahim was given Risalat, Nabuwwat, then Khullat (ref Khalilullah), showing that the rank is increasing, not decreasing, and in the end he was given Imamat. The last rank is the highest of them all: “We have made you the Imam of all humanity.” This rank will go on till Qayamat, all other ranks ended at his passing.

Imamat, Imam and Ummi, there is a strong connection between these three in Arabic. Since Ibrahim was the first Imam, this rank was passed on in his lineage till Qayamat. Since the Holy Prophet is above Ibrahim, then he must have a rank that is greater than that of an Imam i.e. Ummi.

Ummi is a rank that will go on till Qayamat and beyond that. Higher than Risalat, higher than Nabuwwat!

To understand this word, we must see where it comes from. Ummi is derived from the word “Umm” (ام). “Umm” has a lot of meanings and in the light of each and every one of them, the Holy Prophet is an “Ummi”.

“Umm” means “mother”, “Umm” means the “origin/reality of everything”, e.g. the origin of Ummah, Ummi. The origin of Imamat, Ummi. “Umm” also means “basis/foundation”, and it also means “root”.

“Umm” means “central land”, “Umm” means “central/main Alam(flag)”, “Umm” means “where two rivers meet and form the main river”.

Umm means main alam/flag. A flag is the identity of an army, it’s purpose to bring all soldiers closer to their base. Flags are raised so that all those who have gone astray may reach their destination. On tall buildings, in villages, alams were hoisted so that a traveller, a stranger may find inhabitations easily. The first alam was used for gathering people. When Shees decided to avenge Abel’s murder from Cain, the children of Adam were scattered over great distances so Shees asked Gabriel on how to unite them. Gabriel brought an alam from Heaven and asked Shees to raise it. An Alam unites people, it does not create divisions. The one who raises it is an Ummi.

But the Holy Prophet never held an Alam throughout his entire life. It was either Hamza, or Ja’far-e-Tayyar and in Khyber he announced that he would give the Alam to the one who is a Man (Rajul) and it was awarded to Ali. Then which Alam is this? It’s the Alam of Shafa’at. On the Day of Judgment, this Alam will be in the Prophet’s hand, and this honor has not been bestowed on any Nabi or Rasool.

Umm also means “central land”. When the world was being created, the first land to be formed was Makkah, that’s why one of it’s names is “Umm-ul-Qara”. “Qarion ki Maan” (mother of villages), the origin of cities. A resident of Lucknow is Lakhnavi, that of Dehli is Dehlavi, the one from Umm-ul-Qara is Ummi. Mufassirs have written that in relation to Umm-ul-Qara, the Holy Prophet has been called Ummi. But that means every resident of Makkah becomes an Ummi, and everyone can not be an Ummi.

Allah says in the Quraan:

“We sent an Ummi from amongst Ummis.”

During the tafseer of this verse, the literal meaning was taken. If every infidel from Makkah becomes an Ummi, then this is a disgrace for this rank.

And if we repeat the previous meaning that “We sent an illiterate from illiterates” then the Quraan again refutes by saying that “He recites verses over them. He narrates the Quraan”…one who narrates the Quraan cannot be illiterate…and neither were the inhabitants of Makkah. They were so learned that their children used to say poetic verses effortlessly while walking. They used to recognize the rider by looking at the hoof-prints of the horse or camel. They used to say rhapsodies on the go during battles and were proud of their eloquence. They called themselves Arabs and all others Ajams (mutes). They were not illiterates. These Arab non-believers were not illiterate but the Prophet was…won’t the one saying this be called an infidel himself?

Then what does the Quraan mean by saying that we sent an Ummi from Ummis?

Sometimes the application of “Ummat” is on one man. The Quraan says that Ibrahim was an Ummat [Ibrahima Kana Ummatan (16:120)], this Ummat is still alive after Ibrahim in his progeny…this Ummat is of Abdul Muttalib, Abdullah, Abu Talib, Fatimah Binte Asad, Khadijah and Ali, etc. And from amongst these Ummis, the Prophet was sent.

Coming to the meaning of Umm that is “where two rivers meet to form the main river”:

Two bahars (seas) met…Ibrahim is one bahar, Hajra another, both met and this process led till Hashim. Hashim got married to Salmah of Madinah, Abdul Muttalib was born. Abdul Muttalib and Fatimah-e-Makhzoomia form two bahars, and Abdullah is born. Abdullah and Aminah meet, and the Noor of the Prophet appears. Where two Umms meet, appears an Ummi. Khadijah’s lineage comes from Ibrahim…she gets married to the Prophet and Fatimah Zehra’s Noor appears. Abu Talib and Fatimah Binte Asad meet and the Noor of Ali appears. Ali and Fatimah Zehra come together then the Quraan moves forward and declares:

“Pearls and Coral” like Hasan and Husain are born.

Now we come to the most important meaning of Umm…”mother”.

Ummi means “son of one’s mother”, this means that the son of every Umm is an Ummi. No, every son of an Umm is not Ummi, only one whose mother is the pride of the Creation.

This is a strange merit…whenever the Prophet selected anyone from his Ummat to award a title or merit, then the highest merit was always awarded to Ali, and to Fatimah among the women. The Prophet declared everyone in his Ummat to be the brother of another, but made Ali his own brother…highest merit for Ali.

He made all his wives the mothers of the Ummat, Ali the father.

But for Fatimah, the merit had to be higher, so he called Fatimah “Umm-e-Abiha” (mother of her father)!

By calling Fatimah his mother, the Prophet wanted to show the Ummat that a prophet’s mother is always pure, and devoid of impurities and faults, like Fatimah. And the one who raised him on his lap was a mother like Fatimah Binte Asad. Ayah-e-Tatheer stands witness over their purity and infallibility.

It is now clear that the Prophet was not illiterate, the translators and mufassirs are the illiterate ones. Then how high a standard does the Prophet have of knowledge? This can only be declared by an Infallible. Muhammad-e-Taqi, his successor, states:

The Prophet knew how to read and write in the 97 languages in use at that time!

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This is a modified and translated extract (almost half) of Dr. Syed Zameer Akhtar Naqvi’s speech on the topic “Rasool-e-Ummi”, from the book “Mairaj-e-Khitabat” Volume III. Most parts have been removed to prevent choking due to overdose. :P Sorry!

Any mistakes or discontinuities are my faults, I am a mere human being after all. The full speech can be found in the book above.

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Picture of Allama Dr. Syed Zameer Akhtar Naqvi

Allamah Dr. Syed Zameer Akhtar Naqvi

Born in Lucknow in 1947, Syed Zameer Akhtar Naqvi is one of the prominent scholars of Pakistan, having a breath-taking command over history, not just of Islam or Muslims but the whole goddamn world, and maybe more. Having two Ph. Ds to his credit, one on “Khitabat” and the other on “Mir Anees”, he has been conducting research on God knows how many topics for the past 50 years. Not only this, he has command over languages including Urdu, Arabic, Persian, Hindi and (again) God knows what else (I’ve even heard him speak in some dehaati language!). Ask him about the origin or roots of any word or idiom and he’ll tell you.

Having read books of all Muslim schools of thought, including Shia, Hanafi, Barelvi, Ahl-e-Hadees, Deobandi, Maliki, etc and even those of other religions like Christianity, Judaism and Hinduism, he has devoted his life to upholding the merits of the Holy Prophet and His Progeny (S.A.W.W.) and condemning all actions taken by the perpetrators of heinous crimes against them, or in current times by the supporters of these perpetrators. He has taken it upon himself to defend these virtuous personalities and their forefathers, e.g. Hazrat Abu Talib (A.S.), Hazrat Abdul Muttalib (A.S.), by refuting all degrading theories, and proving their virtues and high status with the help of the Quraan, Ahadees and History. This has earned him the title of “Wakeel-e-Wila-e-Ali” from his fans and followers, belonging to both Shia and Sunni sects. He has delivered lectures in various countries including Pakistan (obviously!), India, Iran, Iraq, Syria, UK, USA, Greece, Kuwait, Qatar, Bahrain, Saudi Arabia, etc, etc, etc, bus main thak gaya!

Author of more than 300 books and articles, on topics like “Mir Anees Ki Shairi Mein Rangon Ka Istimal”, “Ilm-e-Maasoom”, “Shu’raye Urdu aur Ishq-e-Ali”, “Fatah-e-Imam-e-Hasan [w.r.t the deal with Muawiyyah (L.A.)]“, “Janab-e-Zainab aur Tareekh-e-Mulk-e-Shaam”, “Gham-e-Imam-e-Husain Aur Azadaron Ki Shifa’at”, etc, and personalities like Hazrat Ali (2000 pages), Bibi Fatimah Zehra(2000 pages), Hazrat Ja’far-e-Tayyar, Shahzada-e-Qasim Ibne Hasan (two volumes, 1000 and 900 pages), Bibi Umm-ul-Baneen (500 pages),  etc and being an excellent poet himself (by the name ‘Akhtar’), he is famous in the literary world as well and many of his books are present in the Library of the U.S. Congress.

Bus buhat ho gaya, I’m tired. Find more here: Allamah Zameer Akhtar Naqvi

Ali Is Not Allah

Sunday, January 25th, 2009

علی اللّھ نہیں ہے پر اللّھ علی ضرور ہے۔

 

Yes I’m mad. Or am I?

Guzra Hai Koi Aisa Saabir-o-Aabid?

Friday, January 23rd, 2009

اگر اللّھ ہم اہلِبیت[ع] کی دشمنی کا حکم قرآن میں دیتا
تب بھی ہم پہ اتنے ظلم نہ ہوتے
جتنے ہماری مَوَدّت واجب ہونے کے بعد ہم پہ ہوئے

علی ابن الحسین

اسیرِ کربلا، آدمِ آلِ محمد، فرزندِ حسین، علی ابن الحسین زین العابدین جس نے اپنے پورے خاندان کے قتل کئے جانے پر خدا کا شکر ادا کیا اَور خاکِ کربلا پر ایسا طویل طرین سجدہ کیا کہ شام کا سجدہ فجر سے ملا دیا۔ مائوں، بہنوں اَور بیٹیوں کے پردے چھننے کے بعد غیرت کے اس خدا کے بال غم و شرمندگی سے سفید ہوگئے اَور چوبیس برس کا جگرگوشئہِ رسولِ خدا ایک رات میں بوڑھا ہو گیا۔

ایک سال کی اسیری کے بعد پچیس سال کا یہ جوان کبھی سیدھا کھڑا نہ ہو پایا۔ ہاتھوں کا، پائووں کا اور گلےکا گوشت وزنِ طوقِ گراں بار اور بیڑیوں ہتھکڑیوں کی وجہ سے گل چکا تھا اور ہڈیاں نظر آتی تھیں۔ پوری زندگی اپنے گھر کے کٹ جانے پر رو کے گزار دی پر کبھی خدا سے شکوہ نہیں کیا۔ عبادت کا یہ عالم کہ سیّد السّاجدین اور زین العابدین کے القاب ملے۔

آدمِ آلِ محمد کا لقب اس لئے پایا کہ رسول کا گھرانہ جو کربلا میں کٹ گیا، اُس کو پھر اسی جوان نے بسایا اور ایسا بسایا کہ پوری دنیا میں پھیل گیا۔ تاریخ گواہ ہے کہ جتنا قتلِ عام رسول کی اولاد [سادات] کا ہوا ہے اتنا کسی اور کی اولاد کا نہیں ہوا اور وہ بھی رسول کی اپنی اُمّت کے ہاتھوں۔ عبّاسی بادشاہ منصورِ دوعنقی نے جب بغداد شہر تعمیر کرایا تو ہر دیوار میں ایک سیّد زادے کو زندہ چنا گیا۔ لیکن آج بھی یہ نسل جاری و ساری ہے، کوئی اسے مٹا نہ سکا۔ یہ ہے سورۃ کوثر کی تفسیر۔

حسین کے اس بیٹے اور رسول و علی کے اس پوتے کو ولید بنِ عبدالملک نے ۲۵ محرم الحرام، ۹۵ھ کو  بے خطا زہر دے کر شہید کرا دیا۔ ظلم کی تاریخ کا ایک اور صفحہ رقم ہوا اور اولادِ رسول کا ایک اور باب بند ہوگیا۔

یعقوب یوسف کو پوری عمر روتے رہے یہاں تک کہ آنکھیں ضائع ہو گئیں۔ پھر بھی خدا سے شکوہ نہ کیا۔ خدا نے یعقوب کے اس عمل کو قرآن میں “صبرِ جمیل” کہا ہے۔ لیکن جس کے خاندان کے اٹھارہ یوسف اس کی آنکھوں کے سامنے کاٹ ڈالے جائیں، اس کے گھر کی عورتوں کو بے پردہ کرکے بازاروں میں پھرایا جائے اور اسیر کیا جائے، قیدخانے میں چھوٹی بہن مر جائے اور اس کے دفن کا سامان نہ ہو، اور وہ پوری زندگی ایک زندہ لاش کی طرح گزار دے، رونے اور عبادت کے سوا کچھہ کام نہ ہو لیکن ہر ظلم، ہر ستم پر شکرِ الٰہی میں سجدہ بجا لائے۔ ایسا کون رہا ہے دنیا میں سوا ایک کے؟ جو عابدوں کی زینت ہو اور سجدہ کرنے والوں کا سردار ہو۔ جس کا نام علی ابن الحسین ہے۔

گزرا ہے دنیا میں کوئی ایسا مشکورِ خدا؟ جس نے توحید کی گواہی اپنی مظلومیت سے دی؟