I don’t feel like writing anymore. I’m exhausted, angry, disappointed, depressed, apprehensive.
Exhausted because I’ve been reading too much. Angry at all the authors. Disappointed in Muslims. Depressed at us being the stupidest people on the face of this planet. Apprehensive as to whether I should share my research or not.
What have I been reading? History. Of Muslims. Books, internet, etc.
Why am I angry at the authors? Because all these authors write to try and twist history in favor of their motives. But try as they might, truth will not hide!
Why am I disappointed in Muslims? Because of their concepts. Because of their gullibility to believe anything fed to them about religion. Because of their efforts to try and stain their Prophet’s image so they can hide their own discrepancies and mistakes. Because of their intolerance to ideas opposing those that were fed to them from the beginning. Because of their inability to see right from wrong. Allah is going to be real happy with us: I made a Prophet that is the Pride of all Creation and you destroyed his image to make him look like some freak from a terrorist movie? Bravo! [Nauzobillah!]
Why am I depressed? Because we are not able to see that the reasons above are leading to our downfall. Our own shortcomings. Our stupid concepts. Why are we complaining about Danish cartoons, when we are the ones making our Prophet look like a cartoon (nauzobillah) in the first place? We complain and condemn about Gaza and Iraq and the deaths of our Muslim “brothers”, but when it comes to practical stuff, we go to the bathroom? My advice: Cut the bullshit and hypocrisy! I’m sick of it.
Why am I apprehensive? Because I’m having second, third, fourth,…., infinity-th thoughts about sharing what I’ve found out. All my previous posts will be nothing compared to this. If the previous posts knocked your breath out, this is going to give you a heart attack and send you into a coma! And I don’t think people will be able to handle them so I’ve decided not to share them. I’ll carry the burden alone and I’m quite capable of it. For the time being, at least.
Till a day or so ago, I thought nothing anyone could do would matter to me. But I was wrong. If I write what I know, I’ll lose. I’ll lose a lot!
But then again:
“Speaking the truth and loosing is better than speaking a lie and winning!” – Hazrat Ali (A.S.)
I’m torn between feelings. How many people will the truth destroy?
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Do tell me the meanings and implications of the following:
Rab-bil-Aalameen! (1:1)
and
Rehmat-ul-Lil-Aalameen. (21:107)
What do they mean? And what do they imply?
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if the ummah would be able to accept the truth then masla hi kia tha… ye tu Rasool k zamanay se chal raha hai. People take Islam for their benefits. Muslims even dnt recognize the stature of their prophet(saww)!! tu agy ki bat tu chor hi do! anywayz m in hurry, will visit ur blog soon.
Afrin is right, if they could accept the truth then there wouldn’t be any problems! The truth is I’m not a perfect or maybe even a good muslim, but it still saddens me that people don’t even try to find the truth, sometimes its staring them in the face and they refuse to acknowledge it.
You do realise that no mater what the reaction to your posts are going to be, the fact that you’re trying to find the true path and sharing it with others will earn you more sawab than you can ever imagine.
So don’t be exhausted, angry, disappointed, depressed, apprehensive.
continue with the research and continue sharing it too. people might not listen to you but atleast you would be doing what you should be.
take a break…i am planning to do the same. that might make you feel better.
What my research is, consists of the most prominent personalities of Islam. And what I’ve found is not easy to tell. Not easy at all!
Khair, nobody answered my questions!
Very natural what you feel. Be angry and be apprehensive.. but do not stop searching cuz then its an unfathomable oblivion. You’ll meet people who hold different opinion than you.. think differently than you. Accept that and strive forward. Peace is within you.. not in other people.
My sincere wishes for you. May you be happy.
Salam.
I know man. But this time it’s heavy. Real heavy! Small things don’t bother me but this one will have far reaching consequences.
Thanks for your wishes brother, Waalaikum Assalam!
i wanna knw wht u have this time….:-)
donot get disappointed or depressed kun k haq baat kehne par tu logon ne mola Ali(a.s) aur mola Hussain(a.s) ko b nahi chora tu hum kia cheez hain!!
‘ Haq baat kahe jao hama waqt musalsal
Haq bat ko maney ge sabhi aj nahi kal’
(this is a verse from Nadeem Sarwarz noha…. pta hi hga tumhe)
Kaunsa nauha hai Nadeem Sarwar ka?
yar kafi purana hai….92 ka ‘Ali maula hamara Ali aqa hamara’
im sorry it was sach baat not haq.
Okay, I’ll listen to it. Thanks.
Well we haven’t accepted the truth and the reality from the beginning, for us reality is an entirely different thing than the truth. We find hiding stuff easier than presenting and accepting.
Its good for u that u have realized what was there for such a long time, u share it or dont share it u shouldn’t regret it as that is certainly not ur responsibility but its that work of every individual to make himself understand the basics.
You’re tagged!
@Nikki: Encouraging words!
@siras: Phir se?
Yep!
I told you I was sparing you only once! 
Oh I hate you so much!
I know you will not approve this comment. Truth hurts for sure.
@siras: what kind of sawab one can earn by slandering Sahabas? Care to tell me ?
Yes I haven’t approved your comment. Although it was infinitely funny yet I will not tolerate comments against my friends. Post anything about me and it will be approved unless it contains anything above G-rated.
As for inner peace, you have no frikkin idea why! The only reason I have stopped from posting my research is because it will greatly hurt my friend and I don’t want to do that. Warna I don’t give a crap about people like you!
I’m at peace because of my beliefs and people like you will never ever be able to come close to what I feel like. Your comment proves that you are insecure about your own beliefs. I, on the other hand, have no worries about mine. Let me ask you a question: How big is your ‘Allah’?
My ,your and everyone’s Allah is big enough that He gives enough time to Humans to come back to tjhe straight path but they keep busy themselves in their foolish and ignorant activities and then the time comes that close the chapter for good. This happened in past and it will continue till the end of this world. Quran is filled with such stories. Even in last century we saw how the Qadyani prophet died in a miserable condition in washroom
“people like you will never ever be able to come close to what I feel like”
I do appreciate that you are stick to your belief and so zealous to promote it. This is something which makes me to respect you though I don’t buy any of your theory.
My ,your and everyone’s Allah is big enough that He gives enough time to Humans to come back to tjhe straight path but they keep busy themselves in their foolish and ignorant activities and then the time comes that close the chapter for good. This happened in past and it will continue till the end of this world. Quran is filled with such stories. Even in last century we saw how the Qadyani prophet died in a miserable condition in washroom
Just “big enough”?
@ SAWJ: Thankyou, thankyou! *bows*
@Noman: Slandering sahabas? I see no one here doing that!
What is the point exactly! If you go against people’s fundamental beliefs, you’ll be flamed alright and the whole exercise would seem futile wouldn’t it? No matter how nicely you try to put it, the truth will not be accepted and that’s the end of that.
Phir bhi, I’d still write it down just to get it off my chest, you know what I mean. Make it password-protected or something.
Islam baatoon say nahi Amal say phelaa thaaa..
Maslaa yee hay.. mujh sameet har admi.. aj kay door may batain kerta hay..aur samjthaa hay..that woo islam phelaa reha hay…
Jab kay amal say 2000 guna door hay..
Dosron kay liyee to tablegh hay lakin apnay liyee kuch nahi.. Dosron kooo sunanay kay liyee batain, kitabain, sms aur sab kuch .. but apnay liyeee…
The basic reason for our downfall as a Ummah.
@Raza: That’s it man. Khair no PPP either.
@Ali Wajid: There is no “Ummah”!
why do i have a feeling this will soon be turning really ugly. i agree with Raza, make it password protected. otherwise, you would only be getting that would have to delete completely
@ siras
He is No Man, u dont need to respond to him.
Nope, I ain’t writing it. I’m too down right now. Too much has happened in my life and I don’t want my friends running away too.
LOL at No Man.
@ Leena: Haha! Good one!