Hoping to be human someday!

Back But Khuda Hafiz Again

Monday, February 23rd, 2009

I’m back.

Where was I? Well, my grandmother called me and I went to pay her a visit.

I am now officially a Zaair of Lady Zainab Binte Ali (S.A.), Princess of Islam and Queen of Syria!

Man, what a peaceful visit! No tension, no problems, nothing to bug me. Just me and my thoughts, beliefs and the Ahle Bayt (A.S.). Aaahh!

And what beauty!

The shrine is magnificent! From outside it looks small but once inside, and after some exploration you come to know how large it is. The dome is made of gold bricks. The minarets are tall and beautiful. And the burial chamber is simply breath-taking!

Glasswork and patterns on walls, the magnificent interior of the dome, the solid gold and silver cage (Zareeh) that covers the grave. The doors to the chamber are of gold and silver, plated with glass. The shrine gives the impression of some lioness’s den. Well, it is. ;)

And then there is another shrine. That of Sakinah Binte Husain (S.A.), the four year old daughter of Imam Husain (A.S.) who died in the dungeon of Yazeed’s (L.A.) palace. This shrine looks small too but it’s huge, beautifully simple and simply beautiful!

This shrine has an aura of innocence, of the masoomiat of a child. And it’s even more beautiful than that of Lady Zainab (S.A.).

I also visited the shrines of Bibi Sakinah Binte Ali (S.A.) [under construction in Darayya], the Ahle Bayt (A.S.) section of the graveyard of Bab-e-Saghir in Damascus, the grave of Sahabi-e-Rasool Bilal-e-Habashi (A.S.), the Christian priest’s house in Halab where Imam Husain’s (A.S.) head was kept on a stone and the stone weeps blood on Ashurah to this day.

I visited Riqqa where the graves of the Sahabis of Muhammad (S.A.W.W.), Ammar-e-Yasir (A.S.) and Awais-e-Qarani (A.S.) are located. It’s actually the battleground of Siffin where the army of Ali (A.S.) trampled Muawiyah’s (L.A.) like ants. These two Sahabis gained martyrdom here and about Ammar-e-Yasir, the hadees of the Prophet (S.A.W.W.):

O Ammar, you will be killed by a group of rebels!

On Ammar’s martyrdom, Ali (A.S.) was enraged, entered the battleground and slaughtered Muawiyah’s (L.A.) troops like carrots and radishes. The battle was won.

I visited Bazaar-e-Shaam (the Bazaar of Hamidia), Bab-us-Sa’at and Yazeed’s palace.

I witnessed moujzaat (miracles) at the shrine of Lady Zainab (S.A.), two general and four personal. Yes, with me!

All those who can see my bruised eye in my Facebook dp, I rubbed it with the Zareeh of Lady Zainab (S.A.) and it healed in no time. The dark bruise that was refusing to go vanished within two days!

This is only a small summary of my visit. I hope I get invited again.

But right now, I’m sitting in Pakistan, back in the grip of life. And I’m going to take an indefinite break. Could be two hours, two days or two months. I don’t know. I’m going to relax now, enjoy the pack of Dunhill’s My Mixture No. 16 Limited Edition that I got from Abu Dhabi airport.

When I come back, that is if I do, I’ll write about my journey, complete with pictures and videos. But right now, it’s Khuda Hafiz again. Take care.

Khuda Hafiz

Thursday, February 12th, 2009

By the time you read this post, I’ll be gone.

Hopefully my head’ll clear a little. Too much has happened in the past few days. I never realized they are so many in number and so brutal. I was in shock Monday night. Khair, he is okay and getting better. Everyone’s keeping a low profile. But my going is not it! :)

As a parting gift (if you take it as a gift), I’ll explain to you the reason behind “Ishq-e-Khuda”.

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WARNING!

RELIGIOUS CONTENT

(Jump to the end if you don’t wanna read)

How do you know there is a God? I mean, no one’s seen him. Then why be so sure?

Is there any testimony to rely on?

Yes.

There is!

Of those who testified before us, that there is a God.

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There are various kinds of testimony: by tongue, by actions, etc. But the greatest of all, is by life!

That’s why the term “Shahadat” for martyrs. But in today’s world, this term has become a joke. How the heck does one dying in a fire become a Shaheed?

In my eyes, there are only two who have testified openly that there is only one true Allah, with their lives, knowing well before their time that they would die, and how!

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In the battle of Ahzab (Khandaq), when Umar Ibne Abde Wud attacked the Rajul (مرد/Man) with his sword, it cut through his shield and landed on his head. Blood flowed and wet his beard. In the next attack, the Rajul cut off Kul-le-Kufr’s legs. After beheading him, he returned to the Propeht (S.A.W.W.).

The Prophet on seeing his injured head, broke into tears and cried, “O Ali! I woe the day when that wretched man will wet your beard with the blood from your head!”

For details about his martyrdom, see my page Ali (A.S.).

This is my hero, cousin of the Prophet, who testified with his martyrdom that there is one Allah worth dying for. He knew who would kill him and he woke his killer up for prayers. He could easily have avoided death by letting him sleep. But something made him die, for truth. That thing, was Ishq-e-Khuda!

End of story? No!

There’s another sacrifice. One that surpasses this one in all aspects!

This is the sacrifice of a man, of his children, brothers, friends and followers. And the sacrifice of his women’s veils.

The sacrifice that made him collect his nephew’s pieces.

That made him bear the death of his brave and fiery brother, the strength of his caravan.

That made him pull a spear from the chest of the young man who was his son, with the spear pulling out the heart eventually.

That made him see his infant son get slaughtered in his arms with an arrow.

That made him put his sword back in it’s sheath and be riddled with arrows from all sides, such that when he got off his horse, he was suspended in mid-air, raised by them.

That made him bow his head in Sajdah even though he knew his killer was going to mount him and behead him.

What led him to sacrifice? He knew where he would be killed. He knew when and how, and by whom. Yet he walked towards his death, and that of his loved ones. Why? What led to it?

Only one thing: Ishq-e-Khuda.

As Nadeem Sarwar puts it:

اے مرے ربِّ جہاں

اے مرے ربِّ جہاں

اِک عجب عشق ہوا

وہ سرِ کرب و بلا

تیرا عاشق ہے کھڑا

خون میں ڈوبا ہوا


دے چکا لختِ جگر

دے چکا نورِ نظر

دے چکا سارا وہ گھر

اور خنجر کے تلے

اُس کا سجدے میں ہے سر


نہ نماز ایسی نہ عاشق کا کلیجہ ایسا

نوکِ نیزا پہ بھی کرتا ہی رہا ذکر تیرا

This martyrdom surpassed that of the Rajul, and in the Rajul’s own words:

بولے علی، حسین  ہو  اب  بھی حواس  میں

ایسی تو جنگ ہم نہ لڑے بھوک و پیاس میں

I never found such Ishq-e-Khuda, or love for God, anywhere except for this family.

If you want more and have a taste for awesome Shairi, or are a devotee of the Ahle Bayt (A.S.), or Shia, do listen to these two Nauhas and let me know if you like them. My current favorites: Ya Ali Ya Husain and Noor-e-Sahar Pe Khat-te-Jali Hai Mera Husain.

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Sorry if you got bored by the post. Forgive me.

Forgive me too, if I’ve hurt you ever.

On condition of life, we’ll meet again. Take care of yourselves, have fun and Khuda Hafiz.

4-Tag

Tuesday, February 10th, 2009

I was tagged by siras.

4 Places I Go to Over and Over Again

  • Bathroom
  • Roof
  • Bathroom
  • Roof


4 People Who (E-)Mail Me Regularly

  • GetAFreeLancer.com
  • Ekode Majumba (or something like it)
  • Viagra people
  • MSN Astrology

If you count these as people. ;)

4 of My Favourite Places to Eat (Apart from Home)

  • Arizona Grill!
  • Dehli Sohail Nahari Hotel
  • Pathan ka Hotel
  • Anywhere with good food


4 Places I’d Rather be Now

  • Attending a majlis
  • On a Ziaraat tour
  • In a Juloos
  • In my grave


4 Favourite TV Shows

  • Dunno (haven’t watched TV in a long while)
  • Dunno (haven’t watched TV in a long while)
  • Dunno (haven’t watched TV in a long while)
  • Dunno (haven’t watched TV in a long while)


4 People I would like to tag

Rest of the people have either already been tagged, don’t do tags, are busy or are guys, and one is taking a break. ;)

No Peace Of Mind

Friday, February 6th, 2009

I don’t feel like writing anymore. I’m exhausted, angry, disappointed, depressed, apprehensive.

Exhausted because I’ve been reading too much. Angry at all the authors. Disappointed in Muslims. Depressed at us being the stupidest people on the face of this planet. Apprehensive as to whether I should share my research or not.

What have I been reading? History. Of Muslims. Books, internet, etc.

Why am I angry at the authors? Because all these authors write to try and twist history in favor of their motives. But try as they might, truth will not hide!

Why am I disappointed in Muslims? Because of their concepts. Because of their gullibility to believe anything fed to them about religion. Because of their efforts to try and stain their Prophet’s image so they can hide their own discrepancies and mistakes. Because of their intolerance to ideas opposing those that were fed to them from the beginning. Because of their inability to see right from wrong. Allah is going to be real happy with us: I made a Prophet that is the Pride of all Creation and you destroyed his image to make him look like some freak from a terrorist movie? Bravo! [Nauzobillah!]

Why am I depressed? Because we are not able to see that the reasons above are leading to our downfall. Our own shortcomings. Our stupid concepts. Why are we complaining about Danish cartoons, when we are the ones making our Prophet look like a cartoon (nauzobillah) in the first place? We complain and condemn about Gaza and Iraq and the deaths of our Muslim “brothers”, but when it comes to practical stuff, we go to the bathroom? My advice: Cut the bullshit and hypocrisy! I’m sick of it.

Why am I apprehensive? Because I’m having second, third, fourth,…., infinity-th thoughts about sharing what I’ve found out. All my previous posts will be nothing compared to this. If the previous posts knocked your breath out, this is going to give you a heart attack and send you into a coma! And I don’t think people will be able to handle them so I’ve decided not to share them. I’ll carry the burden alone and I’m quite capable of it. For the time being, at least.

Till a day or so ago, I thought nothing anyone could do would matter to me. But I was wrong. If I write what I know, I’ll lose. I’ll lose a lot!

But then again:

Speaking the truth and loosing is better than speaking a lie and winning!” – Hazrat Ali (A.S.)

I’m torn between feelings. How many people will the truth destroy?

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Do tell me the meanings and implications of the following:

Rab-bil-Aalameen! (1:1)

and

Rehmat-ul-Lil-Aalameen. (21:107)

What do they mean? And what do they imply?

Your Tongue And Your Mother

Thursday, February 5th, 2009

Do not test the sharpness of your tongue on the mother who taught you to speak!

Hazrat Ali (A.S.)